Stillbirth Podcasty

Cat and Winter talk together about the things that have helped Cat when her twin daughters passed, Violet in utero and Hazel shortly after birth. They talk about what friends and family have done for them in their grief and how that has helped them to heal. DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these sto…

Cat talks with Winter about her twin daughters Violet and Hazel, who were born prematurely. Hazel was diagnosed with Anencephaly, but Violet was health. Cat and her husband Dave were preparing for both a funeral for one of their children and a live birth of a little baby girl. DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued pro…

Anna and Winter talk about how Anna was able able to build a legacy for her stillborn son, Liam, who was stillborn at 40 weeks. Anna and Winter discuss how Anna was able to donate her pumped breastmilk and to set up a non-profit (Gifts From Liam https://www.giftsfromliam.org/ ) to collect diapers for families that are in need. DONATE $5 (aka "buy u…

Anna talks with Winter about the birth of her son, Liam, at 40 weeks. Anna was getting excited and planning everything that she needed to to with arrival of her little son, Liam. All was going well until she started to feel less movement and was told that "maybe he's just running out of room to move." Anna tells Winter about finding out at the hosp…

Farrah and Winter have a chat about all the good and bad that happened after Samira passed away shortly after being born at 20 weeks. Farrah talks about the how her support was there for her and how she also was able to find a therapist and a grief support group to help in her healing. Farrah tells Winter about starting work back at the hospital (s…

Winter talks with Farrah about her sweet daughter, Samira, who was born at 20 weeks. Farrah talks about the process she went through to become pregnant and her determination to be a mother. They talk about the stress and hardship of finding out when Farrah's water broke and Farrah going on bedrest. The fear and pain of contracting an infection that…

Sebastian and Lee talk about strategies that have helped father Sebastian after the loss of his son, Sebastian. Sebastian talks about scheduling and planning outings that will help you get out and experience the world again. He also talks about truly thinking about scenarios that might trigger you or cause you to have an emotionally difficult time,…

Father Sebastian and Lee talk about little baby Sebastian, who was stillborn at 40 weeks. Sebastian and his wife, Stephanie, were so excited to finally welcome their son to the world. Everything seemed like it was going smoothly until Stephanie stopped feeling Sebastian moving at 40 weeks, the end of the pregnancy. DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/h…

Stephanie and Winter talk about some coping strategies that have helped her after the loss of her baby son, Sebastian. Stephanie talks about practicing what she would say in different situations, and that gave her confidence that she would be able to honor Sebastian no matter the situation. Stephanie send an email before hand to her co-workers abou…

Stephanie and Winter talk about the birth of baby Sebastian. Stephanie recounts the difficulty of getting pregnant due to infertility issues. The joy of finally finding out that she and her husband were pregnant. The happy little family that they were and the excitement as the days ticked down to his due date. Stephanie tells us about finding out t…

Winter and Rebecca talk about the good and the bad things that have happened after the loss of Adrian, who was stillborn at 38 weeks. Rebecca loves the poem "Go to the Limits of Your Longing" by Rainer Maria Rilke God speaks to each of us as he makes us, then walks with us silently out of the night. These are the words we dimly hear: You, sent out …

Rebecca and Winter talk about the birth of little Adrian, who was stillborn at 38 weeks. Rebecca talks about how it was a perfect pregnancy and she had already chosen a date for the Cesarean section procedure. Winter and Rebecca talk about when at the office visit the nurses and the doctor were not able to find a heartbeat and pronounced the death …

Parker talks with Lee about his daughter Adrian, who was stillborn at 38 weeks due to unknown reasons. Parker talks about the tumultuous time leading up to the birth of Adrian. The change of employment, the struggle of family members, the sell and purchase of a home. All these capped with the pain of losing their daughter. Parker talks about findin…

Doug talks about the impact counseling has had on him after the loss of his little son, DJ at 21 weeks and 6 days. Doug and Lee talk about finding grace for others and pausing before reacting. DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate all the help toward production and hosting co…

Doug and Lee talk about the birth and impact that DJ has had on Doug and Amy. Doug recounts the struggle they had to get pregnant, the joy they experienced watching DJ grow inside Amy and how it was "a perfect" pregnancy until Amy started to feel some pain at almost 22 weeks. DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued prod…

Amy talks with Winter about the journey she has had after the loss of her son, DJ who was stillborn at 22 weeks. Amy talks about what has helped her to stay strong, and what has helped her to stay bonded with her husband, Doug. DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate all the he…

Amy talks with Winter about her sweet little son DJ, who was stillborn at 22 weeks. Amy talks about the the struggle they had with infertility and the joy and excitement she experienced when they found out they were pregnant. Amy talks about when she and her husband, Doug, found out that their son wouldn't survive due to Amy going into early labor.…

Paige and Winter have a nice conversation about what ways people helped after the loss of her son, Sebastian. Paige talks about how some people really stepped up and helped, and surprisingly were able to comfort her and her husband in the weeks and months after. DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of thes…

It's been five years since our son was stillborn, and we have been blessed to have the opportunity to talk with so many other parents of loss. We started this channel to find support for ourselves, and also give a place of community for families who have experienced loss. We love our son, and we miss him dearly everyday. DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a co…

Paige and Winter talk about little baby Sebastian, who was stillborn at 38 weeks due to a placental abruption. Paige and her husband Ben were excited to start a family together, but they were not meant to bring home their sweet son Sebastian. DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We apprec…

Ben reads the speech that he gave during the Walk To Remember for his sweet little son, Sebastian. DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate all the help toward production and hosting costs. Or if you want to purchase an "Always a Part of Us" Legacy Gift for $20, you'll be provid…

Ben talks with Lee about his son Sebastian, who passed away as a stillborn baby boy. Ben talks about the anticipation of getting the nursery ready for the arrival of little Sebastian. Ben talks about when they found out Sebastian didn't have a heartbeat at a check up the day before their scheduled cesarean. Ben talks about the help they received fr…

ReAna and Winter talk about what are some of the things that have helped ReAna after the loss of her son, Callan. Callan was diagnosed with a congenital diaphragmatic hernia (CDH) and was stillborn at 37 weeks. ReAna and her husband moved a cross the country to be nearer a specialist. DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the conti…

ReAna and Winter sit down together and recount the birth of ReAna's son Callan. Callan was diagnosed with a congenital diaphragmatic hernia (CDH) while in utero. ReAna talks about coming to terms with having a child that would have to have many medical interventions due to CDH, and how she and her husband were ready for that. ReAna tells about find…

Katy reads two poems she wrote in her different stages of grief. The first poem is to her son Angelino, who had pass away while still in the womb. The second poem was five months after delivery of Angelino and is about the sorrow and other feelings she felt for her beautiful little boy. DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the con…

Katy and Winter talk about little Angelito Grace, who was stillborn due an unknown reason. Katy talks about the joy of becoming pregnant. Finding a midwife practice that had sure a powerful impact on her during the pregnancy, Katy tells Winter about how she found out Angelito had passed in utero, and knowing that she needed to take time to heal bef…

Erica and Winter have a candid sit down talk about the pain and fears of life after a stillbirth. They talk about how fear and anxiety affects subsequential births and how they personally dealt with that. DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate all the help toward production an…

Erica talks with Winter about her daughter Avery, who was stillborn over 12 years ago. Even though so much time has passed, her love still grows everyday for Avery. DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate all the help toward production and hosting costs. Or if you want to purch…

Rebecca and Winter talk about advice and ideas that could help a parent that has experienced stillbirth and loss. Rebecca's son, Liam, died due to complications with Noonan Syndrome. Rebecca talks about the anxiety of birth after loss, and the stress that has had on her. DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued productio…

Rebecca and Winter talk about the birth of Liam, who was stillborn at 19 weeks due to complications with Noonan Syndrome. Rebecca tells us about the struggle she had with infertility for about a year and finally becoming pregnant with Liam. Quickly finding out that Liam had a heart issue that would lead to Hydrops fetalis, and eventually his death.…

Seth talks with Lee about his daughter Everly and about his stillbirth. Seth talks about how he and his wife were really excited during the pregnancy to welcome in their baby. How they didn't want to know the gender until they met them. Seth tells us about how they find out that Everly has passed and the pain and hurt felt. Seth recalls the wonderf…

Katy and Winter talk about the struggle of being a mother to a stillborn child. What has helped and how people have helped in showing love and support during this first year after the death of Everly. Katy tells Winter about the joy of hearing people mention Everly. Katy also describes how her whole life is something completely different than it wa…

Katy talks with Winter about the birth of her daughter Everly, who was stillborn at 40 weeks. Katy recounts the joy and excitement the she had during the pregnancy, which seemed to be a perfect pregnancy. Katy and Winter talk about the sadness and total heartbreak of finding out that Everly didn't have a heartbeat and the fear of having to then del…

Clairissa talks with Winter about the impact her daughter, Darla, has had on her and her family. Darla's influence on how the whole family interacts and has become closer because of the tragedy. Clairissa talks about how speaking with a counselor has helped with her emotional processing and has been a great benefit to her on feeling closer to Darla…

Mother Clairissa tells us about her beautiful daughter Darla, who was stillborn at 40 weeks. Clairissa talks to Winter about the issues they had before getting pregnant, and the joy of conceiving and being pregnant. She talks about the pain of finding out that her daughter had passed away and the process of having to give birth. DONATE $5 (aka "buy…

Jessica reads a letter she wrote and read for her sons funeral. The love she has for her son Jacob is so deep, and touching. She also gives some advice on how she is being a stronger mother and letting her love grow in the world around her. DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We apprecia…

Jessica talks with Winter about her beautiful stillborn baby boy, Jacob. Jessica lives in the UK and tells us about the joy and happiness she and her husband had when they found out that they were pregnant. Jessica also talks about the complication she had with COVID-19 and the ultimate demise of Jacob due to COVID. Jessica found the Tommy's Organi…

After the stillbirth of her son Turner, mother Desiree needed to still be a mother to 4 other children. In this discussion, Desiree talks with Winter about all the pain of losing a child, and then also having to say farewell to her husband, who was deployed shortly after the birth. Desiree reflects that she now sees that is was a blessing, but at t…

Desiree talks with Winter about her sweet little son, Turner Ashby who was stillborn at 38 weeks after a very "beautiful and uneventful" pregnancy. Desiree tells Winter that she was the healthiest she had been with any of her pregnancies, and that she was so excited to add another child to their family. DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") t…

Chris talks with Lee about his little daughter Lily Grace, stillborn at 27 weeks. He tells us about the difficult time that he and his wife, Michelle, had with early issues in the pregnancy. The relief and joy they had for a short time. DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate a…

Michelle talks with Winter about what she has learned, felt, and done since the stillbirth of her daughter, Lily, over a year ago. She talks about everything from the help she received from family and friends, to her experience with counseling. DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appr…

Geneviève and Rob give us advice about what has helped them as they mourn and continue on loving their son Liam, who was stillborn at 26 weeks. They talk about the legacy projects that they are involved in. The help they received from family and friends. DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these storie…

Rob tells us about his beautiful son, Liam Mateo, who was stillborn at 26 weeks. Rob recounts how he and his wife Genevieve were excited to welcome in their little son. Rob tells us about the pain and sorrow of when they gave birth to their stillborn son. DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stori…

Mother Geneviève tells us about her beautiful son, Liam Mateo, who was stillborn at 26 weeks. She recounts the joy of finding out that they were pregnant and the horrors of having to part with a beloved child. DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate all the help toward producti…

Megan talks with Winter about her beautiful daughter. Adalyn Grace was stillborn at 37 weeks and delivered via Cesarean section. Megan tells us about about having to be on bed rest due to a short cervix and the complications that came because of it. DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We…

Mother Ryannah shares with us a letter she wrote to her son Jayce talking about the love and pains she has had during her pregnancy and his birth. DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate all the help toward production and hosting costs. Or if you want to purchase an "Always a P…

Mother Ryannah tells us about her beautiful son Jayce, who was stillborn at 20 weeks. She tells us about the joys of becoming pregnant and the deep sorrow of finding out about the loss of her sweet baby boy. DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate all the help toward production…

Larileah reads a letter she wrote for herself to us about all that will happen after her own stillbirth. She talks about the love she has for her son, Jason Matthew Joseph, who was stillborn at 24 weeks. DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate all the help toward production and…

Larileah talks with Winter about her sweet son Jason Matthew Joseph, who was stillborn at 24 weeks. DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate all the help toward production and hosting costs. Or if you want to purchase an "Always a Part of Us" Legacy Gift for $20, you'll be provi…