I never got to be a daddy´s girl, but I do have a chance to be me. Growing up the daughter of a scam artist has oddly prepped me in becoming a music one. Now, i´m unpacking my daddy issues to see how they have influenced my choices in art, men, and self-love or rather lack of. Recovering From My Daddy Issues, Figuring Out Me Read The Journey on: www.daddyrecovery.com See It On TikTok: @daddyrecovery follow my music under: DIANDRA https://media.rss.com/daddyrecovery/feed.xml
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Daddy Recovery Session: My Dad´s Sim
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My father approached me like Josie did her Sims: marveling at our vulnerability while building walls around us till we wasted away. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recov…
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Daddy Recovery Session 94: Record Your Dad
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A common practice amongst victims is to record their own abuse, but why? Does it free us to heal? Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.H…
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Daddy Recovery Session 93: 30's Rage
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"You are going to get so angry, " said Josie with a smile. " F**K Everybody!" Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.H…
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Daddy Recovery Session: A 6 Week Timer
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Did you know you have 30 minutes.... THIRTY MINUTES! I say to myself as I am about to ghost my next person. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.H…
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Daddy Recovery Session: I´m Not Following You
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I picked out my keys, and proceeded to walk mid-road in what was, suddenly, the quietest portion of Brooklyn known to man. It’s funny how silence always follows darkness. I looked back and … HE WAS following me. I sped my walk, and so did HE. Soon, we were both doing a very strange skip walk that looked like two people trying to run fast but needed…
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A Year of Not .... Waiting To Have A Life
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ometimes, I feel like I’m just waiting to have a life or really to feel like it is my own. When you are raised to please everyone, and assume your pleasure, in you, makes you selfish, self-absorbed, and a bad person; life kind of feels like a giant waiting room for the next person to come in for you to please and leave at their pleasure. When I loo…
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Daddy Recovery Session: Mr. Sensitive
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He may have been prone to stomach issues, but that did not stop him from commenting on my belly. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.H…
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Daddy Recovery Session: I´m Not Your Friend
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If there is one thing about a generational pattern, it will repeat, and, for me/ my baby prima, our parents´parenting style is determined to keep a non-friendship clause. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out…
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Daddy Recovery Session: The Eldest Daughter
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If I was my father´s emotional scapegoat, to him, my sister was his emotional weapon. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.H…
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My father would often beam at how he sent some goons to beat up my aunt’s boyfriend, who was domestically violent to her. He always warned that he knew people who hurt people, and it was not just my sister. He would toss, often, whenever I started to say how badly he treated me that he knew people that protected him. So, when we realized we were be…
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Looking through old, love letters my father left my mother when he stalked her, I question the power of what some call "The Love Hormone." Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Dadd…
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In what a chill afternoon of sizzling steaks, when Aramis revealed a truth about me I did not know.....I am my mother. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.H…
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Of all my uncles, I always felt a certain sadness for Uncle Martin. He was the one that called everyone: checking up on them with no judgment and eagerness to share with them, but not often did anyone call him back. In fact, it would be my mother´s biggest regret that 3 days before having a massive heart attack he had left her message asking how sh…
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How To Know You Are With A Mr. H: Respect
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How to Avoid A MR. H. is a series that reflects on podcast episodes with a worksheet. Each spiritual homework matches a theme of its aligned episode, which, in this one, is Uncle Martin and a discussion on Respect. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all…
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Daddy Recovery Sessions: Comment Section
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getting my first few hate comments has been.... kind of nice Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.HAutor: Daddy Recovery
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Daddy Recovery Session: Date Younger
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Yali gets broken up with by a man convinced his old self has to date younger. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.H…
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In My Experience: John Mulaney Syndrome
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At least once, we will all fall ill to John Mulaney Syndrome. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.HAutor: Daddy Recovery
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Fries or your daughter´s self-esteem.... which one gets ketchup on it? Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.HAutor: Daddy Recovery
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Daddy Recovery Session: Grayson, Kara, Natalia
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Some people just want to be loved, even if they are natural born haters. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.HAutor: Daddy Recovery
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Daddy Recovery Session: Jussie In Japan
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Jussie Smollett and My Dad have a passion for EPIC lies and pity. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.HAutor: Daddy Recovery
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Daddy Recovery Session: Whose An Addict?
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As my father´s emotional scapegoat, his cruelest tool against was his projections, especially in terms of addictions. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.H…
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Daddy Recovery Session: European Body
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Turns out eating all the pasta in Italy is the best way to lose weight. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.HAutor: Daddy Recovery
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Daddy Recovery Reviews: Cobra Kai Season 6
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Cobra Kai Season 6 has launched, but did it hit a high kick? Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.HAutor: Daddy Recovery
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Daddy Recovery Review: The Bear Season 3 Review
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Carmine is the villain.... sorry not sorry Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.HAutor: Daddy Recovery
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Daddy Recovery Sessions: Diandra Reviews It All
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Diandra Reviews It All, and the revenge that birthed it. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.HAutor: Daddy Recovery
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Sometimes, its the love of animal that teaches you what human love should look like. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.H…
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Diandra Recovery Sessions: Gentriletty
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Meet Gentriletty! From Brooklyn to Puerto Rico or CDMX, she will make sure the people are swept for her money to be kept. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.H…
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Daddy Recovery Session: Sad Girl Vibes
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Just two Geminis recovering from how they fetishized sadness. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.HAutor: Daddy Recovery
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Thursday Thoughts With Diandra: Jennifer Lopez
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This whole mob mentality against a woman who chose love, has even me feeling a little pitch-forked. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.H…
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Thursday Thoughts With Diandra: A Run-In With Lizzo´s Management
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Radio City Music Hall haunts me till this day Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.HAutor: Daddy Recovery
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Thursday Thoughts With Diandra: Mom V Dad
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There is a difference between mean and abusive, and I think the line is in joy. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.H…
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It is easy, especially as women, to say our exes were total a-holes. Yet, it still does not take away we how we jammed ourselves in their toilet-equivalent of a life and personality. Sometimes, our bullies can tell us a truth that is really mean about us, and exes have that tendency in hindsight. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery …
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¨Wow. WOW… Woooooow!¨ I repeated. Ana in a relationship was rather prudish, which is another reason she is resentful. She had become his woman, and now she had to get an identity beyond him, but was finding that incredibly hard. All she talked about was what she did not like about him and herself for the past 5 years, which meant finding what she d…
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Daddy Recovery Sessions: To Ana's Mom's House We Go
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A visit to her mother's home, has Ana questioning with she was too raised to people-please, even at the cost of her own pleasure.... and engagement. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single base…
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Daddy Recovery Sessions: Desperately Seeking Shakira
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Till this day, she thinks I ended that friendship, and, worse, I never found Shakira. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.H…
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Does 50 & single really mean take care of mom? Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.HAutor: Daddy Recovery
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Daddy Recovery Sessions: Take A Boeing
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Karma can be like flying on a Boeing, you might land and.... well.. you might not. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.H…
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Daddy Recovery Sessions: Was He Gay?
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A brunch with a few besties leaves me wondering my father´s sexuality. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.HAutor: Daddy Recovery
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A Polanco Princess, An Argentinian Baddie, and a Regional Singer Who Takes The Identity of Any Woman He Loves.... oh yeah... we are talking about it. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single bas…
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Daddy Recovery Session: Patrick Patrick
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When her ex´s favorite co-worker does not know anything about her existence, Yali spirals. Would you? Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.H…
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Daddy Recovery Sessions: Cartoon Serpent
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¨I have ADHD, Diandra. I barely got through 15 pages,¨ replied Josie. Like myself, we were all about TikTok trends. If TikTok told us burger rolls were the best ways to apply foundation, we were splitting buns and patting ourselves with it. When it came to makeup or books, the internet had truly influenced us. Thus, the next day, I was Artist Wayin…
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Often, our schoolyard interactions were us both, mutually, walking around under our invisibility cloaks. Exchanging stickers, collectibles, and conversations while trying not to look to ¨seen¨ so as not ignite bullying. Throughout school I was a strange beast. Kids found me goofy and smart, which mean they either loved or hated me, and if they want…
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A pair of Red Boots reveals a surprising division between me and my mother. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.H…
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Daddy Recovery Sessions: Socks & Flops
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I one time found and joined an entire Puerto Rican Family in Israel because they said ¨Wepa¨ in front of John The Baptist home, and i immediately said Mi Gente and the camaraderie began. Yet, for Nina, wearing socks and sandals was not being Dominican, it was her avoidance of being called Big Foot. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecover…
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Daddy Recovery Session: A Mother´s Love
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My father´s mother loved my mom, which my father´s other wife hated. Notoriously cruel, she wanted my dad for herself, and, to be honest, she was not up against much. My grandmother had given her children a rough childhood, and the excuse that ¨because mine was too¨ does not fly. I can tell you that because it is the same excuse my father gave to m…
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When I look back at my worst relationships and my behavior, I realize I resent my ex lovers, friends, and co-workers because I gave them the most valuable part of me: my creativity. When I am in love with someone, I offer the one thing my parents never challenged me on, even my toxic dad: my ability to create. I was always artistic, even if neither…
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In My Experience: Audacity Vs Talent
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I have always said, ¨I know I am fantastic, but I do not know why you think you are.¨ THAT was the essence of my imposter syndrome: jealousy. He were people that were so boldly empty and truly the epicenter of their world/ the universe, and, I, LOVE, was struggling to even be a participant in mine. My envy was not in their talent because I was, con…
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If my father was always lying to me, then my mother always thought I was lying to myself. She was my personal fact-checker; consistently checking my feelings, perspectives, and overall narrative over my life to assure I was clear about every single reason and situation. I hated it because, in truth, she was questioning my sanity and my ability to a…
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My dad may have been the equivalent of a catfish, but now the real dating danger is bumblefish Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.H…
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The self-help world can feel more like a network to commodify daily emotional struggles, and for Yali and I, survivors, the feeling that we were paying more than actually being relieved became overwhelming. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music p…
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