I never got to be a daddy´s girl, but I do have a chance to be me. Growing up the daughter of a scam artist has oddly prepped me in becoming a music one. Now, i´m unpacking my daddy issues to see how they have influenced my choices in art, men, and self-love or rather lack of. Recovering From My Daddy Issues, Figuring Out Me Read The Journey on: www.daddyrecovery.com See It On TikTok: @daddyrecovery follow my music under: DIANDRA https://media.rss.com/daddyrecovery/feed.xml
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When it came Kyle, I liked him. The problem is he swore "the world" not like us. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.H…
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How To Avoid A Mr. H: Love Yourself Sweetie
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Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.HAutor: Daddy Recovery
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I fall for men clearly in love with themselves but I cannot say I'm in love with me. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.H…
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Nothing says, "I like you," then rearranging his calendar. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.HAutor: Daddy Recovery
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Sometimes, the slowest road is the steadiest.... I said in a panic. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.HAutor: Daddy Recovery
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We were our mother's moms, which means visiting can feel more like a reparenting trip than a vacation. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.H…
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Damn time flies. One minute, your 10 then your 90. At least, that is how it felt for my grandmother. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.H…
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When you are taught everything is work and sacrifice, what fun is love then? Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.H…
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In My Experience: An Emotional Purse
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My parents put their money in their wallet, but their feelings in their daughter. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.H…
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RIP GARRISON BROWN Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.HAutor: Daddy Recovery
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Daddy Recovery: Don't Eat Your Pizza Like That
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He was not a man of loud opinions, but he was a man of the loudest chew. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.HAutor: Daddy Recovery
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In My Experience: Generational Patterns
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Even my dating choices have a family history. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.HAutor: Daddy Recovery
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She liked to be chased, but she sure made me run. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.HAutor: Daddy Recovery
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How To Avoid A Mr. H: Isolated Reflection
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What's the point of being alone, if you never understand why it is more comfortable for you? Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.H…
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If we are God, there is no need to take a god above ourselves. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.HAutor: Daddy Recovery
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Sometimes, Grandma holds the truth. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.HAutor: Daddy Recovery
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My love stories are torn between fun and fights, which might explain why I'm single. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.H…
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Daddy Recovery Sessions: Dating Trump
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When it came to this election, I knew Trump would win because America votes like I date: absolutely wrong and repetitiously. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr…
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How To Avoid A Mr. H: Unaccept The Unacceptable
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Have a boundary or have a parent? Setting boundaries can be hard when you were raised not to have them. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.H…
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I had initiated the reunion call, and, sometimes, feel divided. Did I really need closure? Or was it cultural, familial, or societal pressure that makes you believe you’ll regret not talking to your deadbeat dad before he’s actually dead. To be honest, I was curious and still in a cloud of wonder and grief; what if there was a world where he could …
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I sat with Andrew for over an hour trying to figure out how to lightly break-up with a guy he wanted to stay with: just because he like sci-fi and not because he had worms. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check o…
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Daddy Recovery Session: God Loves My Dad
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¨You´re the most like me,¨ he declared, and I thought, ¨Finally, my dad is going to love me.¨ Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.H…
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Daddy Recovery Session: My 18th Birthday
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It was my 18th birthday, and frankly I was an amazing kid. I studied hard, listened to theater most of my days, and would say I love you to everyone and everything. I, literally, held a vigil for a dead bird I found near where we lived. To say, I was soft was understatement, but I was also an overachiever… president of her class, lead in theater, a…
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Daddy Recovery Session: Separate But Unequal
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¨My grandma always said, ¨Never trust anyone who separates their friendship groups,¨ sipped Hector. We were drinking coffee, of which I was officially on my third iced one of the day…. Very Zellennial. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platfo…
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Daddy Recovery Session: He´s A Dobby
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¨He´s a house husband,¨ yelped Josie. ¨We should call them dobbies,¨ I said and right there our code was born for the people in our life that were so focused on being with someone their entire life that their personality was based on it. They became little elves cleaning after and protecting their man, and having no identity, or at least a trusting…
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Daddy. Recovery Session: Liam The Producer
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In Japanese, there is a term called Meraki, and it means essence, something Liam was very good at hiding from himself. At the time of meeting him, I very arrogantly presumed I had healed myself because I no longer wanted to feel pain. Yet, healing is not the same as numbing, but I was always taught, by my dad, that silence and how you keep things i…
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Daddy Recovery Session: A Lawful Hoe
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My father had multiple women, at once, and never truly practiced loyalty beyond which wife he stole from versus which one he fed. What my father never knew is that I knew, and that was the strange part, the weird ways I ran into so much information about my dad and always chose to love him. I was enwrapped by a false concept of what it is the be th…
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Daddy Recovery Session: My Dad´s Sim
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My father approached me like Josie did her Sims: marveling at our vulnerability while building walls around us till we wasted away. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recov…
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Daddy Recovery Session 94: Record Your Dad
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A common practice amongst victims is to record their own abuse, but why? Does it free us to heal? Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.H…
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Daddy Recovery Session 93: 30's Rage
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"You are going to get so angry, " said Josie with a smile. " F**K Everybody!" Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.H…
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Daddy Recovery Session: A 6 Week Timer
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Did you know you have 30 minutes.... THIRTY MINUTES! I say to myself as I am about to ghost my next person. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.H…
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Daddy Recovery Session: I´m Not Following You
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I picked out my keys, and proceeded to walk mid-road in what was, suddenly, the quietest portion of Brooklyn known to man. It’s funny how silence always follows darkness. I looked back and … HE WAS following me. I sped my walk, and so did HE. Soon, we were both doing a very strange skip walk that looked like two people trying to run fast but needed…
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A Year of Not .... Waiting To Have A Life
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ometimes, I feel like I’m just waiting to have a life or really to feel like it is my own. When you are raised to please everyone, and assume your pleasure, in you, makes you selfish, self-absorbed, and a bad person; life kind of feels like a giant waiting room for the next person to come in for you to please and leave at their pleasure. When I loo…
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Daddy Recovery Session: Mr. Sensitive
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He may have been prone to stomach issues, but that did not stop him from commenting on my belly. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.H…
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Daddy Recovery Session: I´m Not Your Friend
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If there is one thing about a generational pattern, it will repeat, and, for me/ my baby prima, our parents´parenting style is determined to keep a non-friendship clause. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out…
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Daddy Recovery Session: The Eldest Daughter
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If I was my father´s emotional scapegoat, to him, my sister was his emotional weapon. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.H…
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My father would often beam at how he sent some goons to beat up my aunt’s boyfriend, who was domestically violent to her. He always warned that he knew people who hurt people, and it was not just my sister. He would toss, often, whenever I started to say how badly he treated me that he knew people that protected him. So, when we realized we were be…
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Looking through old, love letters my father left my mother when he stalked her, I question the power of what some call "The Love Hormone." Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Dadd…
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In what a chill afternoon of sizzling steaks, when Aramis revealed a truth about me I did not know.....I am my mother. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.H…
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Of all my uncles, I always felt a certain sadness for Uncle Martin. He was the one that called everyone: checking up on them with no judgment and eagerness to share with them, but not often did anyone call him back. In fact, it would be my mother´s biggest regret that 3 days before having a massive heart attack he had left her message asking how sh…
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How To Know You Are With A Mr. H: Respect
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How to Avoid A MR. H. is a series that reflects on podcast episodes with a worksheet. Each spiritual homework matches a theme of its aligned episode, which, in this one, is Uncle Martin and a discussion on Respect. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all…
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Daddy Recovery Sessions: Comment Section
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getting my first few hate comments has been.... kind of nice Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.HAutor: Daddy Recovery
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Daddy Recovery Session: Date Younger
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Yali gets broken up with by a man convinced his old self has to date younger. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.H…
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In My Experience: John Mulaney Syndrome
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At least once, we will all fall ill to John Mulaney Syndrome. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.HAutor: Daddy Recovery
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Fries or your daughter´s self-esteem.... which one gets ketchup on it? Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.HAutor: Daddy Recovery
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Daddy Recovery Session: Grayson, Kara, Natalia
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Some people just want to be loved, even if they are natural born haters. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.HAutor: Daddy Recovery
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Daddy Recovery Session: Jussie In Japan
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Jussie Smollett and My Dad have a passion for EPIC lies and pity. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.HAutor: Daddy Recovery
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Daddy Recovery Session: Whose An Addict?
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As my father´s emotional scapegoat, his cruelest tool against was his projections, especially in terms of addictions. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.H…
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Daddy Recovery Session: European Body
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Turns out eating all the pasta in Italy is the best way to lose weight. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.HAutor: Daddy Recovery
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Daddy Recovery Reviews: Cobra Kai Season 6
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Cobra Kai Season 6 has launched, but did it hit a high kick? Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.HAutor: Daddy Recovery
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